hmm.
i wonder what to update.
i wonder if i should be sad or happy tat my appealing was unsuccessful.
i wonder wat would happen nxt yr.
i wonder if my blah for blah will blah or blah.
i wonder if blah will still blah.
im actually very sad, but i was mentally prepared for it.
im afraid for the times without blah.
im afraid that i might just forget him one day, one place; at that very moment.
im afraid that i will stop thinking bout him.
im not confident that i will hold on.
but i really wanna wait for that day to come.
So i really wonder..
There's so much things for me to wonder, for me to think, and for me to be afraid of.
Im actually a busy person, okay?
Im not one who onli noe how to sleep.
I need to slp, to get for all those fears!
And yet there are sooo many things waiting for me!
And now u finally know y i've got so many pimples and white hair?
Its because im so busy thinking!
Im trying to crack my brain, just as how hard Mr Kong did!
Nobody ever knows that im so busy.

I've updated, April. (: