juz now..
i sms-ed wif her.
she said she totally regretted abt __________________.
actually,
i didnt see things so seriously.
i juz dun see in wat ways she ____________.
so i asked her to go n think wat words she _______ n den come n tell me.
im jus treating everything th same as before;
tellin her my mind,
n throwing my hart onto her.
but i noe theres some things i will consider if i should tell her,
definitely.
she said she noe that ive lost my trust towards her.
den,
i started wondering wats trust.
i realised tat i nv asked myself if i trusted those ppl whom i told my secrets to.
i nv worried that they will tell th others.
erm.. except for some.
trust.. wat is trust?
i asked her..
she replied:" if u hav trust on somebody, it mean you could tell her anything, and not afraid tat she would tell another person."
hmm..
i hav trust in every close friends.

when i thought of wat was trust,
i felt like crying.
i finally noe y she(another her) said she dun trust me.
its because i didnt giv her th trust that she needed.
she was rite not to trust me.
but some secrets need to be said out in order to solve.
was i rite to tell others her secrets?
im in a total lost.
actually,
shes not tat bad after all.
but y cant i trust her too?
WHYYYYYY?

time can heal everything.
so wats th point of thinking so much now?
lets juz take things by nature.
trust need time to build too.

TML WILL BE A BETTER DAY!!
& I MISS 2/6!!