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♥ Monday, November 12, 2007

I have a very very very very veryyyyyyyyy bad news. My dad dun allow me to stay overnight for the class chalet. He say no adult there, later what 不三不四 de things happen and whatever. He everytime say my friends and whatever not 3 not 4 de leh.. The main point is: HE DOESNT EVEN GIVE ME A LITTLE TRUST! Thats why i tends to go against him. Mum says that he was afraid that i will smoke, drink, and do that thing. Ya! Whatever he says! He says he will beat me to death if i smokes, and yet he himself is down there smoking! He asks me to keep my own shoe, and yet he wants me to keep his shoe for him! WHAT KIND OF DADDY IS THIS?! Im intending to wake up tonight, to sharpen a knife, and wait for him till he comes back home, then i shall chop his meat off, mince it, and put it into the fridge for mum to cook. LOL. But.. I think that he will let me go after all. He everytime also say this kind of things, and turn up letting me go in the end. I am so damn frustrated and sad when he said that he was not letting me go. Arh!
Whatever it is, i shall persuade him until he lets me go! Im CONFIDENT that he WILL let me go!

Waiting,12:08 AM