i'm jus so tired of everything. Have you ever thought of wat we will become if one day, u have her or i have him? i think before that, we wont be friends anymore. Jus think of it. U'll be busy for her, or same goes for me. We may concern each other really much now. But .. when this day comes, the one who has the other half would surely start to distant away from the other. I dont want any of us to feel sad again. I don't want each other to become our everything, when we know that it'll all end one day.

I think we're alr more than friends. But i also know that we're not meant to be. So wat is it now? Wat am i supposed to do? I know i can't. But if this goes on, i'm afraid that i wont bear to let our friendship die. But as for now, i know i havent fall for you YET. Please don't make this happen.

I'm really showing too much corncern over you alr. Wat on earth am I doing? I don't even understand it. I don't understand what's going thru ur mind too. I know u really treasure this friendship a lot. but because of this, do u even realise that u're too over alr? its as if i changed ur whole life up-side-down, u know it? It'd alr shown that i mean the world to u. But how can a normal friend mean the world to u?

Everything is just so wrong. i cant abandon u, but i cant fall for u too? this is really funny. If i really put my heart on u, then isn't it the same as waiting for u to abandon me one day? Are u seriously mad?

I know we're both not sure if we both really concerns each other truely. But... In my heart, i seem to know the answer. but dont u think that u are putting urself as the middle of attention in this case? if u wanna be my good friend, then u will never get my fullest attention. At most, u're only gonna get wat kelly, Sb, pei and others get. I am alr giving u way moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee attention than them alr. This is not how i normally does things. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT ? U get jealous when u see that i have so much close friends. U want me to be urs? FUNNY.